At First It's Bright When We Step Into the Light

…….AND WHY AM I STILL ON TUMBLR?!?!?!

Well…look up at the title and this post’s purpose becomes pretty clear

I don’t know how often tumblr will come to use anymore, but it is now my ranting spot

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Seriously, what do you have to say for yourself? You think your lame and desperate attempts at fame and glory among all work? NO. The only reason people would ever look onto you as a true friend is out of desperate cowardliness. Your incessant, annoying, attitude toward me not only hurts me. You’re hurting everyone else to. There is a point at which I can control my anger and disbelief at your actions, but oh no. That border was crossed ages ago. I’m guessing you don’t even know that border existed. It was long ago that I lost every last strand of respect for any atom in your body. Every last downright electron. Believe I’m not being fair? Think about yourself. What have YOU really done to me these past few months. Of all things. Facebook. Gmail. Academics. School. Band. But wait….why am I bothering? You wouldn’t even bother reading this big wall of text. After all, why do you care? If I were you, I wouldn’t.

You don’t even understand what the concept of being caring is. According to dictionary.com, one of the definitions for a “friend” is “a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter.”
HMM….WELL LET’S SEE. Assistance? ROFL. Patronage? ROFL AGAIN. Supporter? WHAT?
I simply cannot understand what makes it so hard for you to just get your act together and set things straight for yourself.

Now that my brain is clear of that, let’s move back to the FIRST TOPIC.
SEX….is not the way to gain popularity. SEX…is morally wrong when discussed inappropriately. SEX…is what disgusting people like you use as an excuse to makes yourself look good. You may think others are succumbing to the fist of your sick rule, but inside, I’m sure most find it more disgusting than appealing. Do you really think Dr. Rick’s enjoys hearing it? Do you really think he likes to lag back science class because of you? Do you really think his coherent and simple requests are that hard to follow? Cause if your answer to any of these is yes, I don’t even see why you are mentally suited to be in an Honors class, much less a normal junior high class. Of course, other people naturally like to be disgusting just as you prefer to do so, but at least they have control over what they do. Does their so-called “perviness” interfere with their academics? No it doesn’t. Does it interfere with the LEARNING OF OTHER STUDENTS. Maybe a little, but not to the point where the entire class is stopped. Which leads me straight into my next point.

Have you ever heard of the saying “Think of others before yourself?” I’m sure you have, or some other variation upon that. Many of the stupid, offensive, and time-wasting things you do hurt others in various ways. You hold back on their academic capabilities and distract them from the education they were entitled to. You hurt their feelings mentally and probably don’t give a crap about it. (I bet…if you ever read this, you’re laughing at this point at my “hurt” feelings…I’m not surprised) What if these things ever happened to you? Would you be hurt? These things may have not really dawned upon you yet, but oh yes, I assure you they will with time.

Among the many other chaotic situation whirling through my life right now, this just represents one of them. And even at that, this isn’t even the full thing. I guess my one and only hope from this post is:

Please understand. The road you’re taking is a flowery, scenic one.

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It ends farther down with a mile-deep cliff.
See you in hell.